Over the past few weeks, I have been thinking about Germany a lot! I have had a few days of minor freak outs, especially the day that it really hit me that I am leaving and actually going to Germany. On one hand, I have done this before, but on the other hand I haven't. Yes, I have lived in in another country for en extended period of time, but I never went alone. When I lived in Korea, I went with 9 other people from my University. I also knew that I was coming back to finish school at the end of the 6 months! I have no idea what is going to happen at the end of next summer when I am finished with my contract! SO life is a little scary. Not to mention that I am basically starting my life over. I don't know anyone there. Clearly I have an adventurous heart, because this is just what I did for college. I literally knew no one when I moved to attend college in another state, but God blessed me with an amazing family here! I hope that the same will be true in Germany. I trust that if the Lord is brining me to Germany, He will not abandon me and will provide just what I need. So it has been an emotional few weeks. I am beginning the process of mourning and leaving this beautiful place. It is hard, but I trust that God will provide. For anyone considering leaving home, its important to be in touch with your emotions and mourn all that you are losing while also being excited about the things to come! Take time to think about what you're leaving behind. Its important to do because it won't be easy to do once you've already left!
Now onto the more practical stuff. I went to meet with Julia and the family again to officially sign the contract and for them to give me an invitation letter. So everything is signed and official. I can't believe that I am moving to Germany, its crazy!! If you or the family you are working for need more information about contracts and invitation letters, head over to Au Pair World!